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To give you horrifying nightmares!
So, I got a package from mom the other week with a bunch of tops from Boscov's and had the random passing thought of "shopping spree = someone's creeping towards mania" and then didn't really think about it until I had an epic nightmare Thursday night (more like Friday morning-- thank you 7am pill alarm for interrupting that). It was basically about being "home for the holidays" while mom was manic, and what made it nightmarish wasn't the bizarre dream logic: Buddhist Monks in the kitchen! Which, actually ...isn't that bizarre since Uncle Tommy used to live on a mountain in Colorado and the Monk's temple was at the top of the mountain and I vaguely remember him having one of them with him one time he came to visit, so. There actually has been a Buddhist Monk in PUs' kitchen. Anyway, the scariness was in the realism of mom being manic and how that still frickin terrifies me. So, yeah, I wasn't planning on going home for Thanksgiving or any of that anyway, but this just confirms the OhHellNo-ness of it all.
So, I got a package from mom the other week with a bunch of tops from Boscov's and had the random passing thought of "shopping spree = someone's creeping towards mania" and then didn't really think about it until I had an epic nightmare Thursday night (more like Friday morning-- thank you 7am pill alarm for interrupting that). It was basically about being "home for the holidays" while mom was manic, and what made it nightmarish wasn't the bizarre dream logic: Buddhist Monks in the kitchen! Which, actually ...isn't that bizarre since Uncle Tommy used to live on a mountain in Colorado and the Monk's temple was at the top of the mountain and I vaguely remember him having one of them with him one time he came to visit, so. There actually has been a Buddhist Monk in PUs' kitchen. Anyway, the scariness was in the realism of mom being manic and how that still frickin terrifies me. So, yeah, I wasn't planning on going home for Thanksgiving or any of that anyway, but this just confirms the OhHellNo-ness of it all.
